Monday, August 12, 2024

Aug 12 Monday

Early morning Changu skipped out of the room no where to be seen and Zeenath went to look for him but he had come back on his own 
For a few seconds i couldn't recognise him:So off he went for a bath 

Micheal has 3 beds so he keeps himself busy - during the day he hops on and off his various beds 
He is a sweet heart and i love him like no tomorrow 
Bed no 1 ,2 and 3 !

Today's JFT was really good 

August 12, 2024
Enough!
Page 234

"Something inside cries out, 'Enough, enough, I've had enough,' and then they are ready to take that first and often most difficult step toward dealing with their disease."

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Have we really had enough? This is the crucial question we must ask ourselves as we prepare to work the First Step in Narcotics Anonymous. It doesn't matter whether or not we arrived in NA with our families intact, our careers still working for us, and all the outward appearances of wholeness. All that matters is that we have reached an emotional and spiritual bottom that precludes our return to active addiction. If we have, we will be truly ready to go to any lengths to quit using.

When we inventory our powerlessness, we ask ourselves some simple questions. Can I control my use of drugs in any form? What incidents have occurred as a result of my drug use that I didn't want to happen? How is my life unmanageable? Do I believe in my heart that I am an addict?

If the answers to these questions lead us to the doors of Narcotics Anonymous, then we are ready to move on to the next step toward a life free from active addiction. If we have truly had enough, then we will be willing to go to any lengths to find recovery.

Just for Today: I admit that I have had enough. I am ready to work my First Step.

It's eerie as enough bla bla bla is exactly what I said to Rita

Tanu am sorry I didn't do this earlier but iknow you are watching over me
Oh today i used multani mitti with milk on my face 
Am posting the combinations:

at noon we had an online session with Raj Sir  + it's always fantastic 

I struggled to make my bed this morning as the babies refused to butch, spelling error !
 Had lunch and Harshita came up for our one to one thereafter i too a short nap and was summer to the activity room to answer and figure out a routine once we are out in the big bad world

At 6 to 7:30 i joined the online Shakti meeting + it was simply wonderful ! It's almost time for dinner so see you in a bit 


Just some notes i started making from today ok signing off .

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