Aug 7 th 24 32 days

Many a time almost every day 8 just feel like talking to you sharing my day with you asking your opinion on what ever - i really can't believe your are gone you are / were my everything 

I miss you so so bad...i feel like a homeless person 

The trio is what keeps me going Micheal / Changu and Daisy 

Am posting daliah Lavi 

If you go away

In memory of Mom and now you

https://youtu.be/glhypXioyrk?si=e-aGzsGJahvjuTS_

Taan I had a nightmare last night 

There was you me chach and mom and we were at a very dark place and mom was dead i don't know where she had been kept and her body was in half and chachu being chachu had to lift her and put ghee in her mouth you and i were both so afraid we couldn't understand what was going on .. suddenly i woke up

Phew 

I guess you and i never respected our bodies and you had to go away 

I miss my buburaani very much 

Am on the dahlia Lavi trip today 
Here goes black paper roses mom's fav 

https://youtu.be/ySbd453R1m0?si=Tro8oYXIMJ6Fk-6v

So many lovely memories of the family being together in sector 5

"Of my nights i make black paper roses and of my afternoons i make fancy and fantasy balloons"
Guess what's for dinner at the rehab ? Mixed vegetable i know you and both would have ordered shit on toast

Btw I have started to love cold coffee now

I just want you to be a free bird happy and whole i am fine the puppies are fine

I am and have been in the rehab - i wish I had agreed when you were alive - "are you watching me now"

A star is born !

Shash goes to goa tom to take over from that Gopi bitch and life has to go on and this is my journey am going on "with a little bit of help from our puppies

I will always love you Buburaani 

I miss you but i must go on to complete my journey but not without our children